Hey everyone, my name is Jessica.I never really was happy, atleast I cant remember a time when I was, I'm talking about being happy with my weight. Plus I also suffer from sever depression, I've attempted suicide about 4-5 times now. And I have an eating disorder, I've lost 20 pounds, I used to weigh 180, now I weigh 160. I'm 5'7, so I'm still pretty much over weight and struggling to lose it. I want to get to about 120 pounds, if I still appear fat, I will continue pushing myself to get thinner.